apakah kesudahan dgn msalah hati...??herm..

assalamualaikum...pemula bicara d pagi hening yg sunyi sepi nie....cehwah...bermadah plak...aku xbleh tdo sbnonyer ni....tau laa...dh pkul 4.05 am pun..huhu...td cek dah tdo kat 4 jam lps maghrib tdi...huhu..tu yg cerah ja ni...herm...so, dlm dok tgh baca notes (actually question n answer for exam 2morrow)...aku asyik tpk-kan kawn aku yg sorg ni...xtau la status apa skang..single la kot..herm..ni suma kes d-tinggalkan..huhu

herm..puas dh aku pujuk my fren ni..sbb dia asyik teringatkan c dia yg telah pergi...pergi tu means mnjauhkan diri....n kwn aku nie asyik kata...hg xfaham prasaan aku...well..aku xpnah rasa??aku penah...once, about 2 years ago...dsebabkan kwn aku ni ada problem nie, aku trut terimbau dgn kenangan2 dlu dgn dia...w'pun skejap..tp sgt terkesan smpai skang...impak nyer apa tau...mmbuat kan aku nie takut nak bg hati ku kat org...herm...

for dis situation, aku byk bgtau kat my fren ni spy redha n terima qadha' n qadar...sbb tu jer yg kt mampu n selayaknya kt sbg hambaNya letakkn dlm diri...tp my fren seems not to follow wat i'm trying to say...dia msih lg tanya....why..why ..n why her that God test to be like dis??herm....please syg...kt xtau apa ketentuan Dia n suratan hidup nie...maybe dis is the test for u to change,,but....sigh....

sebenarnya...apa yg ingin aku stress kat cni adalah hati...sbnarnya ..hati nie byk bermain2 ngan tuan dia..dsebabkan hati,...manusia mncari cinta...mncari syg...mncari seseorg utk dsygi...utk dbelai...n mndengar segala rintihan hati...n of course also same wif me...tp suma ni hanya relate kpd manusia...mncari cinta mnusia...

yer, aku xnafikan yg aku juga mcm tu..n aku bersyukur dianugerahkan rasa cinta n syg tue...at least,aku akan pernah rasa bahagia tika d dunia...w'pun kdg2 bahagia tu kejap jer...mgkin 1 hari...2 hari...1 sem..(ehem2..) ...n mgkin slamanya??xtau laa..n kdg2 bila kehilangan tu..rsa hati nie sakit sgt...smpai nangis berhari2 n sakitnya..hanya Allah yg tau..tu la penangan hati..

apa yg aku blaja dari kesilapan2 lalu..aku blaja mnjauhkan aku daripada cinta..cinta manusia..yg dfokuskan utk lelaki dlm mncari psgn...aku takut utk mletakkan cinta kpd org...takut utk dsakiti lagi..kalu ada pun...seseorg yg akn jadi my life partner...tp tu la..mmg susah...tp w'pun mcm tu, aku mudah sgt suka kan seseorg...adoyai..tu la ancaman n kelemahan aku...

apa nak buat dgn hti yg mcm nie??...aku pun xtau..but i try to leave all to Him...kalu ada rasa bahagia tu, aku bsyukur sgt,,n harap kekal..wpun..x, kdg2..tu la..cinta manusia xkekal lama pun..kalu hati berubah, apa pun xbleh kata..org akan cari pasangan lain..n sapa yg sedih??kita juga yg menanggungnya,,,jadi,,,for me..its better to letakkan hati yg ada cinta dan kasih ni hanya pada Dia, my beloves parents n family,and friends..n one thing yg aku slalu kuatkan hati ku nie...Allah yg beri cinta...jadi, pulangkan cinta kpd Dia, dan ingatlah Allah akan bg cinta yg lebih mmbahagiakan d k'dian hari...n jgn ingt org lain senyap, dia xconsider n x sygkan kt..sbnarnya..org2 len tu syg kat kita..cuma xmau tnjuk ja kan...hiihihi...

mgkin apa yg aku pk-kan nie tlalu berat n xmudah utk dlakukan...but,,,its effective for me to cure my lil heart..so dat i'm not desperate to get love from human...n its makes me remember that i'm own by Him...

one more thing, kalau ada rasa berat d hati...rasa kesunyian..ambil wuduk n baca al-mathurat..insyaAllah..hati yg gundah gulana akan kmbali tenang...try it...n feel His love....that's d best way to cure ur heart...smoga hati2 kt akan lebih tenang n kuat utk mnempuh hari k'dian..n smoga kt akan mndpt kebahagiaan yg dcari yg bukan hanya dari manusia..juga dtg dari Maha Pencipta sekalian alam...amin...^_^

::....sy menulis sekadar berkongsi rsa d hati...n xdak niat utk memalukan or utk kena2kan org, kalau trasa, sy mohon maaf, sumanya kerna kelemahan diri..T_T..::

alhamdulillah...syukur2...

alhamdulillah...perkataan tu sja yg dpt aku ucapkan lps aku tgk result mybrain aku....berkat doa mak abah, n usaha, tenaga yg dianugerahkan...aku dpt jugak biasiswa nie..

Tahniah!! anda diterima......xterkata bila tgk result nie...alhamdulillah..aku dpt biasiswa ni....(sbnarnya..msih dlm menyedarkan diri utk pcaya yg aku dpt biasiswa nie...)

i'm speechless 2nite...td dah siap2 nak tdo...tp kpala asyik teringtkan biasiswa nie....Ya Allah..engkau telah memudahkan perjalanan hambaMu ini....

lps ni, kna uruskan proses pghantaran dokumen balik kat KPT....hem..sgala2nya kna cepat...kna reply dlm msa 2 mgu sja...insyaAllah..aku akan usahakan jugak...

apa2 pun...alhamdulillah skali lagi...dan aku harap dgn dptnya biasiswa nie, aku akan lebih bsemangat n dpt habiskan my master nie dlm msa staun nie..insyaAllah...

sabar akmal...sabar...

Ya Allah..berikanlah kesabaran kpd hambaMu ini Ya Allah....aku xtau mcm mana nak kata lagi...tp aku tahu Engkau maha Mengetahui segala2nya....berikanlah aku kesabaran...amin...T_T

sonok kot bleh kenakan org haa??!!

apa la nasib aku hari nie...xtau nak kata mcm mna...rsa cam bodoh pun ada...bengap tu apatah lagi...1 ja aku nak kata....sonok eh kenakan org??!! dh la aku tepon xangkat...wat d hell!! aku mmg naik angin laa kalu wat org mcm nih!!

so gelabah laa today!!huhu..

alhamdulillah...slamat jugak aku smpai kat uum td, wpun pagi td agak kalut...dah la kuar umah pkul 6.50am,,dgn xmakan, trus p stesen bas,,ingt nak naik bas pukul 7...tp tgk2 bas xdak,,rosak kata org kaunter mara liner tu...huhu...tpaksa laa tgu abah mai amek...td pun bgtau pelan2 kat abah suh anta bworth...hehe...nsib baik abahku memahami keadaan anak die yg comey nih...heee...aku pun naik bas kat bworth td pkul 9.30 am...huhu...

aku xtekan loceng bas td..tp bas tu cam tau2 der org nak trun...bdak comey pun trun...(tq p.cik bas..:kata dlm ati jer)..smpai2 d bus stop td...ada 1 prasaan...."maleh laa plak nak p kelas,,lgpun hari nie presentation jer...aku dh present...tepon kwn2, nak tau rmai ka x yg mai...tp xdpt..." hem...aku pun apa lg..tgk bas kat laluan D ada..aku pun naik laa...haiiiisshh...apa punya malas derrr nak p kls..

so...tnpa ada rsa bsalah...aku pun bukak pintu n landing dgn senang ati dlm bilik...tetibe.....kwn msg...uit...xp kls ka...aku kata..em xp...knapa??..alamak, dpa kata;" lect tnya plak mana hg, akmal??".....aduiiiiiss...napa lect tnya plak???huhu..tu susah bla lect knal nih...huhu...and then...ada laa alasan dpa bg...akmal xmai sbb teeetttt....huhu

tu laa msalahnyaa...aku ni susah nk tipu...satg kalu tpu,,msti jadi knyataan..huhu..hrp2 xla kan..amin..herm..lect plak p bg case stady hri nie...case stadi ni utk exam kmi..kna anta b4 16 june...huhu...

aku dh menggelabah td...takut2 lect marah sbb aku xmai..huhu...part ni yg aku nak ingtkan kat diri aku...haa akmal..lps ni ingt, jgn dok ponteng kelas...akibatnya..lect tnya dah kan..kan dah menggelabah..huhu...apa2 pun...sory byk2 encik..hhuhu...(speechless...)...T_T

baeklahh wahai diri(part baik)...lps ni sayer(part xbpa baik) xakan wat lagi....xtau laa napa 'segan' sgt nak p kelas hari nie...huhu....

ok laa...smpai cni sja nak cita...ni nak cari bhn utk wat esemen OTM plak...huhu....ok daaa....smpai jumpa!!wassalam..(ingt, buat baik berpada2..buat jahat tu..pk2 dlu,,takut nti gelabah cam aku)..huhu

jom apply ramai2.....!!

jom ramai2 kt apply job nie....especially yg nak keja area kedah n yg nak keja gov...heee.....insyaAllah kalau ada rzki...dpt la kan....^_^

http://www.pendaftar.uum.edu.my/images/stories/iklan/Jawatan-Kosong-Mei-2011.pdf

hey i'm again!!

hye.....i'm again to post sumthing on dis blog since i think this 'sumthing' important for me to state here.....if all of u realize or maybe not, there were 3 plus this post going to 4 posts that i wrote in english...please do notice that i'm not going to show off or to show that i'm good in english...no....never no!! my intention is to practising my english rather than malay coz its very essential for me to keep english vocab and sentence are around in my mind....

this approach is one that i thing give me chance to high up my english level since my english if u read before were very bad....becoz of that bad, makes me realize that important for me to start writing...so....juz read it, and if i'm doing wrong or u want to criticise on me, feel free to do that...haha....

ok then, just give me chances doing what i'm afford to change...haha....n also please do support me...till then...my last say: if u feel that u wanna change, try to start wif little change, and make it ur rutine...dont make it rush...it's do gv u better future (if d changes for good thing, of course!) and the changes will remain in urself ever!! trust me...v('',)v

i've made it.....successfully!!hahha

assalamualaikum....i'll first my post wif thankful ya Allah for giving me dis energy, determination to come here.....alhamdulillah...i'm here at uum lib and surely i'm alone...but i've made it u know!! i'm really proud of myself though i'm alone taking my steps, plus dis day, saturday, and i'm successfully come to lib...

why i'm so passion to come to dis place???bcoz to stay in all day in my room are so bored for me....yeah, its true that i can do my work, but being 5 days alone there, will make my crazy...so dis morning i woke up and make my steps to lib...

i've just ate my lunch at subaidah....and what i'm really surprise of myself...hey akmal....u've just finished ur lunch on urself!!(i mean, not accompany by sumone..)u know what, i really proud of myself coz since i'm in master level, all i do on my own!!!so akmal...u're independent now dear!!

ok now, its come to find law book and start studying...no play2 ok akmal...juz dont waste ur time to lib just to online...u know u can just do it in ur room...ok2....here my nag just now..haha...thats mean i've to stop now...ok then,,,bye...last say:juz remember, u can do it, if u want to do it...chill ya!!

today is friday!!

alhamdulillah..thanks God cause give me a chance to live today..but, only 1 thing i regret on this morning is because i cant get up in early morning to perform my subuh...what a shame on me...huh...i've to practice more to get wake early, n to perform solat within the time...please2 practice nurul akmal!!

so, today though i woke on 7am, but luckily i'm not sleep again...that's my hope last nite,,,haha...then as usual, i'm used to watch television, breakfast, tide up my bed, and at last....i'm not doing my homework yet...ahaha....

well, thats me....a cute lady, but not yet hardworking as my beloved x-rumet, yaa....she's kind of hardworking girl..but i..haha...but my dear..really miss u...i'm always alone n lonely every wik, and that tend me to keep remembered our memories in G301...huhu...

herm...now its been 11.28am..and maybe just wanna view some articles before summarize into 4 pages, as my human resource assignmnt, that need to submit next 2 week...ohhoo...ok la...i'm wasting much of time already...

till then, daaa....may us hv our nice day today!!

5 minutes to post.....

assalamualaikum..hye...gud afternoon..

juz come to my blog to update my activities during this week...
actually dis month i'm fully wif assignments, presentations and also exam in the corner of the month,,,,so, i'm a little bit busy to handle all those things properly so that i'll not rushing in the last minute....but u know, though i do prepare early, but i still will be rushing in the last minute..i dont know y...huhu...

as my exams will be in the corner, so please do recite for me ya....hopefully dis 'experiment' semester will give me a future light so that i can continue my 2nd sem with new determination...haha....hopefully....

ok then, i've fully my 5 minutes time...haha...so then, until the next time..c u...assalamualaikum...take care, n be a gud person, insyaAllah...=)