tension seciput....huhu

aduuiii.....mcm mna nak guna streampad nie....huhu...dah banyak kali try xboleh2 lagi nie..

streampad ni mcm media player utk play lagu...kalu korg tgk..ada muncul kat bwh ni...tp xboleh play lagu laa plak..tensen2....huhu...

now at home !

assalamualaikum...hye uolss....what's up?any good news wanna share with??haha...well, for me...just nothing interesting to share..juz wanna tell that i'm now at my home sweet home..haha..i'm already finished all exams...n just left for the marketing's take home exam..ouhhh...really feel bored n not in d feeling to start it yet...but i've to submit on 16th june...huhu..hopefully 2morrow or the day after 2morrow, i'll start doing it...huhu..

well..activities 4 2morrow...me, my father n maybe my sis will go to my fren's kenduri at sg petani...there got 2 kenduri to go..n for sure i'm not b doing my take home exam..hahaa...

herm..2nite, i'm watching the incredibles movie on star movie channel wif my dad, and sis...n i'm already sleepy...i think i'll go sleep early tonite...actually, today i've planned to do a caramel pudding...but there's no oven in d kitchen, since my mom brought it to canteen..so i've to wait another day..maybe sunday..huhu...

herm...ok then..i think to stop here,,,i'm gonna take my ablution and pray...tonite, my feeeling just ok...n i hope it will just like dis n no depress will over me...ok..take care, n just think +ve as possible as u can...gud nite, and wassalam..

apakah kesudahan dgn msalah hati...??herm..

assalamualaikum...pemula bicara d pagi hening yg sunyi sepi nie....cehwah...bermadah plak...aku xbleh tdo sbnonyer ni....tau laa...dh pkul 4.05 am pun..huhu...td cek dah tdo kat 4 jam lps maghrib tdi...huhu..tu yg cerah ja ni...herm...so, dlm dok tgh baca notes (actually question n answer for exam 2morrow)...aku asyik tpk-kan kawn aku yg sorg ni...xtau la status apa skang..single la kot..herm..ni suma kes d-tinggalkan..huhu

herm..puas dh aku pujuk my fren ni..sbb dia asyik teringatkan c dia yg telah pergi...pergi tu means mnjauhkan diri....n kwn aku nie asyik kata...hg xfaham prasaan aku...well..aku xpnah rasa??aku penah...once, about 2 years ago...dsebabkan kwn aku ni ada problem nie, aku trut terimbau dgn kenangan2 dlu dgn dia...w'pun skejap..tp sgt terkesan smpai skang...impak nyer apa tau...mmbuat kan aku nie takut nak bg hati ku kat org...herm...

for dis situation, aku byk bgtau kat my fren ni spy redha n terima qadha' n qadar...sbb tu jer yg kt mampu n selayaknya kt sbg hambaNya letakkn dlm diri...tp my fren seems not to follow wat i'm trying to say...dia msih lg tanya....why..why ..n why her that God test to be like dis??herm....please syg...kt xtau apa ketentuan Dia n suratan hidup nie...maybe dis is the test for u to change,,but....sigh....

sebenarnya...apa yg ingin aku stress kat cni adalah hati...sbnarnya ..hati nie byk bermain2 ngan tuan dia..dsebabkan hati,...manusia mncari cinta...mncari syg...mncari seseorg utk dsygi...utk dbelai...n mndengar segala rintihan hati...n of course also same wif me...tp suma ni hanya relate kpd manusia...mncari cinta mnusia...

yer, aku xnafikan yg aku juga mcm tu..n aku bersyukur dianugerahkan rasa cinta n syg tue...at least,aku akan pernah rasa bahagia tika d dunia...w'pun kdg2 bahagia tu kejap jer...mgkin 1 hari...2 hari...1 sem..(ehem2..) ...n mgkin slamanya??xtau laa..n kdg2 bila kehilangan tu..rsa hati nie sakit sgt...smpai nangis berhari2 n sakitnya..hanya Allah yg tau..tu la penangan hati..

apa yg aku blaja dari kesilapan2 lalu..aku blaja mnjauhkan aku daripada cinta..cinta manusia..yg dfokuskan utk lelaki dlm mncari psgn...aku takut utk mletakkan cinta kpd org...takut utk dsakiti lagi..kalu ada pun...seseorg yg akn jadi my life partner...tp tu la..mmg susah...tp w'pun mcm tu, aku mudah sgt suka kan seseorg...adoyai..tu la ancaman n kelemahan aku...

apa nak buat dgn hti yg mcm nie??...aku pun xtau..but i try to leave all to Him...kalu ada rasa bahagia tu, aku bsyukur sgt,,n harap kekal..wpun..x, kdg2..tu la..cinta manusia xkekal lama pun..kalu hati berubah, apa pun xbleh kata..org akan cari pasangan lain..n sapa yg sedih??kita juga yg menanggungnya,,,jadi,,,for me..its better to letakkan hati yg ada cinta dan kasih ni hanya pada Dia, my beloves parents n family,and friends..n one thing yg aku slalu kuatkan hati ku nie...Allah yg beri cinta...jadi, pulangkan cinta kpd Dia, dan ingatlah Allah akan bg cinta yg lebih mmbahagiakan d k'dian hari...n jgn ingt org lain senyap, dia xconsider n x sygkan kt..sbnarnya..org2 len tu syg kat kita..cuma xmau tnjuk ja kan...hiihihi...

mgkin apa yg aku pk-kan nie tlalu berat n xmudah utk dlakukan...but,,,its effective for me to cure my lil heart..so dat i'm not desperate to get love from human...n its makes me remember that i'm own by Him...

one more thing, kalau ada rasa berat d hati...rasa kesunyian..ambil wuduk n baca al-mathurat..insyaAllah..hati yg gundah gulana akan kmbali tenang...try it...n feel His love....that's d best way to cure ur heart...smoga hati2 kt akan lebih tenang n kuat utk mnempuh hari k'dian..n smoga kt akan mndpt kebahagiaan yg dcari yg bukan hanya dari manusia..juga dtg dari Maha Pencipta sekalian alam...amin...^_^

::....sy menulis sekadar berkongsi rsa d hati...n xdak niat utk memalukan or utk kena2kan org, kalau trasa, sy mohon maaf, sumanya kerna kelemahan diri..T_T..::

alhamdulillah...syukur2...

alhamdulillah...perkataan tu sja yg dpt aku ucapkan lps aku tgk result mybrain aku....berkat doa mak abah, n usaha, tenaga yg dianugerahkan...aku dpt jugak biasiswa nie..

Tahniah!! anda diterima......xterkata bila tgk result nie...alhamdulillah..aku dpt biasiswa ni....(sbnarnya..msih dlm menyedarkan diri utk pcaya yg aku dpt biasiswa nie...)

i'm speechless 2nite...td dah siap2 nak tdo...tp kpala asyik teringtkan biasiswa nie....Ya Allah..engkau telah memudahkan perjalanan hambaMu ini....

lps ni, kna uruskan proses pghantaran dokumen balik kat KPT....hem..sgala2nya kna cepat...kna reply dlm msa 2 mgu sja...insyaAllah..aku akan usahakan jugak...

apa2 pun...alhamdulillah skali lagi...dan aku harap dgn dptnya biasiswa nie, aku akan lebih bsemangat n dpt habiskan my master nie dlm msa staun nie..insyaAllah...

sabar akmal...sabar...

Ya Allah..berikanlah kesabaran kpd hambaMu ini Ya Allah....aku xtau mcm mana nak kata lagi...tp aku tahu Engkau maha Mengetahui segala2nya....berikanlah aku kesabaran...amin...T_T

sonok kot bleh kenakan org haa??!!

apa la nasib aku hari nie...xtau nak kata mcm mna...rsa cam bodoh pun ada...bengap tu apatah lagi...1 ja aku nak kata....sonok eh kenakan org??!! dh la aku tepon xangkat...wat d hell!! aku mmg naik angin laa kalu wat org mcm nih!!

so gelabah laa today!!huhu..

alhamdulillah...slamat jugak aku smpai kat uum td, wpun pagi td agak kalut...dah la kuar umah pkul 6.50am,,dgn xmakan, trus p stesen bas,,ingt nak naik bas pukul 7...tp tgk2 bas xdak,,rosak kata org kaunter mara liner tu...huhu...tpaksa laa tgu abah mai amek...td pun bgtau pelan2 kat abah suh anta bworth...hehe...nsib baik abahku memahami keadaan anak die yg comey nih...heee...aku pun naik bas kat bworth td pkul 9.30 am...huhu...

aku xtekan loceng bas td..tp bas tu cam tau2 der org nak trun...bdak comey pun trun...(tq p.cik bas..:kata dlm ati jer)..smpai2 d bus stop td...ada 1 prasaan...."maleh laa plak nak p kelas,,lgpun hari nie presentation jer...aku dh present...tepon kwn2, nak tau rmai ka x yg mai...tp xdpt..." hem...aku pun apa lg..tgk bas kat laluan D ada..aku pun naik laa...haiiiisshh...apa punya malas derrr nak p kls..

so...tnpa ada rsa bsalah...aku pun bukak pintu n landing dgn senang ati dlm bilik...tetibe.....kwn msg...uit...xp kls ka...aku kata..em xp...knapa??..alamak, dpa kata;" lect tnya plak mana hg, akmal??".....aduiiiiiss...napa lect tnya plak???huhu..tu susah bla lect knal nih...huhu...and then...ada laa alasan dpa bg...akmal xmai sbb teeetttt....huhu

tu laa msalahnyaa...aku ni susah nk tipu...satg kalu tpu,,msti jadi knyataan..huhu..hrp2 xla kan..amin..herm..lect plak p bg case stady hri nie...case stadi ni utk exam kmi..kna anta b4 16 june...huhu...

aku dh menggelabah td...takut2 lect marah sbb aku xmai..huhu...part ni yg aku nak ingtkan kat diri aku...haa akmal..lps ni ingt, jgn dok ponteng kelas...akibatnya..lect tnya dah kan..kan dah menggelabah..huhu...apa2 pun...sory byk2 encik..hhuhu...(speechless...)...T_T

baeklahh wahai diri(part baik)...lps ni sayer(part xbpa baik) xakan wat lagi....xtau laa napa 'segan' sgt nak p kelas hari nie...huhu....

ok laa...smpai cni sja nak cita...ni nak cari bhn utk wat esemen OTM plak...huhu....ok daaa....smpai jumpa!!wassalam..(ingt, buat baik berpada2..buat jahat tu..pk2 dlu,,takut nti gelabah cam aku)..huhu

jom apply ramai2.....!!

jom ramai2 kt apply job nie....especially yg nak keja area kedah n yg nak keja gov...heee.....insyaAllah kalau ada rzki...dpt la kan....^_^

http://www.pendaftar.uum.edu.my/images/stories/iklan/Jawatan-Kosong-Mei-2011.pdf

hey i'm again!!

hye.....i'm again to post sumthing on dis blog since i think this 'sumthing' important for me to state here.....if all of u realize or maybe not, there were 3 plus this post going to 4 posts that i wrote in english...please do notice that i'm not going to show off or to show that i'm good in english...no....never no!! my intention is to practising my english rather than malay coz its very essential for me to keep english vocab and sentence are around in my mind....

this approach is one that i thing give me chance to high up my english level since my english if u read before were very bad....becoz of that bad, makes me realize that important for me to start writing...so....juz read it, and if i'm doing wrong or u want to criticise on me, feel free to do that...haha....

ok then, just give me chances doing what i'm afford to change...haha....n also please do support me...till then...my last say: if u feel that u wanna change, try to start wif little change, and make it ur rutine...dont make it rush...it's do gv u better future (if d changes for good thing, of course!) and the changes will remain in urself ever!! trust me...v('',)v

i've made it.....successfully!!hahha

assalamualaikum....i'll first my post wif thankful ya Allah for giving me dis energy, determination to come here.....alhamdulillah...i'm here at uum lib and surely i'm alone...but i've made it u know!! i'm really proud of myself though i'm alone taking my steps, plus dis day, saturday, and i'm successfully come to lib...

why i'm so passion to come to dis place???bcoz to stay in all day in my room are so bored for me....yeah, its true that i can do my work, but being 5 days alone there, will make my crazy...so dis morning i woke up and make my steps to lib...

i've just ate my lunch at subaidah....and what i'm really surprise of myself...hey akmal....u've just finished ur lunch on urself!!(i mean, not accompany by sumone..)u know what, i really proud of myself coz since i'm in master level, all i do on my own!!!so akmal...u're independent now dear!!

ok now, its come to find law book and start studying...no play2 ok akmal...juz dont waste ur time to lib just to online...u know u can just do it in ur room...ok2....here my nag just now..haha...thats mean i've to stop now...ok then,,,bye...last say:juz remember, u can do it, if u want to do it...chill ya!!

today is friday!!

alhamdulillah..thanks God cause give me a chance to live today..but, only 1 thing i regret on this morning is because i cant get up in early morning to perform my subuh...what a shame on me...huh...i've to practice more to get wake early, n to perform solat within the time...please2 practice nurul akmal!!

so, today though i woke on 7am, but luckily i'm not sleep again...that's my hope last nite,,,haha...then as usual, i'm used to watch television, breakfast, tide up my bed, and at last....i'm not doing my homework yet...ahaha....

well, thats me....a cute lady, but not yet hardworking as my beloved x-rumet, yaa....she's kind of hardworking girl..but i..haha...but my dear..really miss u...i'm always alone n lonely every wik, and that tend me to keep remembered our memories in G301...huhu...

herm...now its been 11.28am..and maybe just wanna view some articles before summarize into 4 pages, as my human resource assignmnt, that need to submit next 2 week...ohhoo...ok la...i'm wasting much of time already...

till then, daaa....may us hv our nice day today!!

5 minutes to post.....

assalamualaikum..hye...gud afternoon..

juz come to my blog to update my activities during this week...
actually dis month i'm fully wif assignments, presentations and also exam in the corner of the month,,,,so, i'm a little bit busy to handle all those things properly so that i'll not rushing in the last minute....but u know, though i do prepare early, but i still will be rushing in the last minute..i dont know y...huhu...

as my exams will be in the corner, so please do recite for me ya....hopefully dis 'experiment' semester will give me a future light so that i can continue my 2nd sem with new determination...haha....hopefully....

ok then, i've fully my 5 minutes time...haha...so then, until the next time..c u...assalamualaikum...take care, n be a gud person, insyaAllah...=)

redha....redha...dan redha....

em malam ni kwn2 dtg bilik....kmi bincang psal case study yg agak susah tu...alhamdulillah....dlm 3 soalan, aku dpt buat 1 soalan....1 soalan lg kmi discuss n 1 soalan lg,, hang...blur....n no solution....akhirnya dpt buat 2 soalan ja..esok, aku nak tnya classmate, mcm mna diorg solve kan 1 soalan lg tu...herm...

aku bersyukur sbb ada kwn2 yg dpt bntu aku...n cooperate dlm cari solution utk soalan ni...thanks a lot to u my frens....aku pun mtk maaf kalu slama nie ada pkara yg jadi bhn utk aku xpuas ati ka apa ka...tp sbg manusia biasa, aku mmg xdpt lari dari prasaan tu....suma bnda2 tu aku jdkan sbg hikmah..mgkin nak mmbntuk aku jd sorg mnusia yg lebih menerima kelemahan n kebaikan org lain pd aku yg smemangnya xsmpurna nie....

hem, byk bnda lg nak buat mlm ni,,,nk kna bca utk kuiz decision analysis sok, n nak bca kes marketing...tp aku xdpt buat mlm ni...esok pg, insyaAllah aku akan amek msa sblum kls utk baca....

ok la...smpai d cni sja utk mlm ni..ingt nak siap2 simpan brg n smbhyg....ingt tau, jgn lupa bca doa n amek wduk sblum tdo....ok...nunite...assalamualaikum..=)

bantulah hambamu ini Ya Rabbi...

ya Allah...aku rasa bgai nak gila tgk soalan ni.....mgkin keupayaan otak aku ni xsetanding kesusahan soalan ni kot..huhu.....aku perlu sgt utk siapkan soalan ni seboleh mungkin hari nie sbb hari senin dah nak anta....

mungkin ada yg bertanya susah ka master ni??tgk status fb aku mcm menyakitkan kan...herm...mmg...buat msa ni..aku rsa susah sgt2...mgkin aku belum bersedia nak tempuh...yer la...kt xtau mcm mna mster ni..msuk blaja, bru tau...blaja xsusah tau, sbb dh ada basic..tp nak wat keja sek tu yg susah...sbb guna case study.....jd jgn ingt master perkara yg mudah....

tp, aku xbleh ptus asa...org kata, sblum nak idup snang, kna susah dlu...jd mgkin ni kesusahan yg aku trima sblum nak idup senang..insyaAllah...apa2 pun aku berserah, Ya Allah.....aku berserah....

herm....aku ingt aku nak mndi dlu..nak tenangkan pkran aku yg berserabut, serabai ni....aku harap, aku akan dpt jalan penyelesaian lps ni..amin....tlglaa hambamu nie Ya Allah.....huhuhu...

lps mndi nti aku nak try jugak bg dapat...insyaAllah...kalu kt usaha, kt akan dpt hasilnya kan....amin....yeah2 akmal boleh..akmal boleh sbnonyer....tgu next post whether aku dpt soln atau x.....hhehee...

baik atau buruk...ada hikmah dsebaliknya...

~~ok nie post yg terakhir utk hari nie...saja nak nulis kat cni..sbb teringt ada kata2 nih....bunyi nyaa mcm ni....setiap org tu ada baik, ada buruk...malah aku sndiri pun ada banyak sgt kekurangan...jadi bila bersama/ bergaul dgn org len...smada dia tu baik utk kita atau xbrapa baik utk kita....jadikan ianya 1 pengajaran utk kt..

kelakuan seseorg yg baik tu jadi ikutan...kelakuan dia yg xbaik...jadikan panduan..jangan ikut plak...n doakan supaya dia dpt berubah utk kebaikan....

pesanan utk diriku jugak...akmal, jgn sesekali pandang org yg buruk kelakuan tu dgn keji atau jahat, sbb kita xtau kelakuan kt pda masa depan mcm mna...takut kt plak yg jd mcm dia...n dia brubah jadi baik lebih dari kita...Allah maha mengetahui...jadi, pk yg baik2 jer psal org tau...yg xbaik tu, kt doa laa spy bnda tu xberbalik kpd kt n smoga dia xbuat lg bnda2 bruk....

n lagi 1 bnda...sat nak selak buku solusi ni...haa jumpa pun...tajuknyer langkah agresif memburu kemanisan iman..

kt kena ingat 2 perkara, yakni:
1) kebaikan org pada kita...
2) ingt salah kita pada org...

kt kna lupa 2 perkara:
1) lupa jasa baik kt kat org...
2) lupa jahat org kat kt..

dengan ingt 2 pkara, lupa 2 perkara tu, insyaAllah...kt akan dapat merasai kemanisan iman...kalu kt pk logik pun...dgn ingt n lupa 2 pkara nie, kt akan lebih nak buat kebaikan kpd org n xkan ada dendam dalam diri kt...insyaAllah....aku berkata2 utk menasihati diri ni jugak yg byk sgt lompang2 dlm diri...

semoga jadi org baik yer....ok la...nak berkemas2 utk tdo..jgn lupa ambil wuduk sblum tdo...(ada org pernah pesan kat aku sblum nie..)...gud nite, wasalam..jgn lupa bca doa tdo...=)

adab2 berdoa...

saya ingin kongsikan ilmu yang saya baca ini dgn anda...tentang adab2 berdoa...mari kt sama2 ikut yer..mudah2an doa kita dimakbulkan...

1) berdoa dalam keadaan berwuduk serta bersih daripada segala hadas, kotoran dan najis.

2) mulakan doa kita dgn bismillah dan puji2an kpd Allah, Nabi s.a.w serta para sahabat..

3) duduk menghadap kiblat..

4) memohon ampun kpd Allah thadap dosa2 yg pernah dilakukan..

5) berdoa sesungguh2nya..dimulai dgn doa utk diri, k'dian baru doa utk org lain..

6) berdoa dgn penuh khusyuk dan merendahkan suara..

7) mengulangi bacaan doa yg penting/ diutamakan sbyk 3x..

8)menghindarkan diri daripada perbuatan mungkar dan dilarang..

9) berdoa utk muslimin dan muslimat secara keseluruhannya &kesejahteraan sekalian alam...

~~semoga setiap yg kita lakukan akan membawa kebaikan kpd kita...semoga dijauhkan juga daripada perbuatan keji & mungkar...amin...

::ilmu diperoleh daripada majalan solusi, edisi: 30, m/s 47...=)

Reschedule mission!!

oouh no...i think i've to reschedule my daily routines especially when holidays...if not....i'll be collapse....collapse!!!

bukan senang dah skang ni....xboleh nak idup 'bahagia' mcm dlu...men game la..men fesbuk...xwat keja sek...skang ni kalu shari xbuat, next day akan pening kpala dah...ni pun, bertimbun assignment weekly..xyah cakap la asgment group tu,...presentation lg...huhu....

so nurul akmal, please beware... dont make sumthing 'easy' ok...then, u will ruin all ur life...huhu...skang dh pkul 2.50am...aku msih xtdo lg...nasik grg bru mkn for 2nd part...huhu...xbleh tdo lg la jwbnyer..adoyai...

ingt nak smbung wat DA lg...soklan pening betoi...huhu...hopefully i'll get d solution...amin...please pray 4 me ya...TQ...

Lots of lOve,
~akmal~

waaaahh....rambang mata btoi nih!!

....tiada perkataan lain selain.....waaaaaahhhhh canteknyer......tau cantek apa??ni aku ada terjumpa website ni...ada mcm2 jenis kasut...sesuai dgn saiz aku....gila weh,,cantek btul!!!
mcm2 jenis kasut ada....yg lg sonok tu, kasut saiz aku pun ada....hee..tu la..aku ni gila cket kalu jupo kasut2 yg saiz aku...almaklumlah, aku ni susah cari kasut....saiz xdok....maybe cute sgt kaki i nih...well....

herm bila dh jupa ni...mmg layan website tu la...tgk kasut2 sandal, high heels, wedding shoes pun ada....taaaaappppiiii.....harga mak oiiii..mahal la plak...yer laa dh kasut dari uk....huk3....kasut sepasang dekat2 rm 300 and above...huhu....bila tgk hrga ni...terbatal la hajat dgn sndirinya nak beli...huhu....cuma bleh jamu mata ja la....

ingt nnti nak g jenjalan kat bndar penang ka...byk cket kasut bleh tgk...lama dh xbeli kasut cantek2....mengidam sgt dah ni...heee..tu la pmpuan kan...mcm2 nak beli...tu bru ksut...sbnonyer aku ni tringin nak beli baju, tdung n bla3...nak cita bnda yg aku nak beli, mmg banyak skal!! huhu...tp mmpu berangan2 ja la..sbb duet kering...kna simpan utk nak blaja ni dlu....

xpo2...xsalah yer nurul akmal utk kamu mengidam n bermimpi2....nti kmu dh kijo..kmu bleh beli yee.....hehhee.e....haa, nti tgk2 la webpage ni tau....jgn korg plak yg mngidam mcm cek ni..hehehe...

http://www.pretty-small-shoes.com/acatalog/Made_to_order_made_to_measure_wedding_small_size_shoes.html

ni diantara kasut2 yg aku minat jugak...heee...

heee....ingt nak bsiap2 g beli makan la plak...sudah lapo nih...nti i update lg eh...heee...tata...assalamualaikum...^_^

~~jom wat keja sekolah....

hai....slamat malam...tgh buat apa tu?mesti dok layan fb kan..heee...
tu la,kalu org mai bilik aku nie, msti dh agak wat apa..kalu xtdo, menung dpn lptop laa...bukan wat apa, fb ja keja...hehehe...besa laa..amek mood sblum stat stadi..hehe..

siang tadi aku ada presentation,,,subjek human resource mgt, chapter 9 : performance appraisal and management...hem...so far, utk presentation td ok jer..tp awat tah aku gugup cket...cam ketaq ja nak ckp...slalu cOol jer...herm...tp not bad la markah pun...7/10...plus td ada soalan dari floor, dpt 1 mrkah lg jdnyer 8/10...minggu depan presentation tajuk career dev plak...

tadi pukul 8, p anta cik ferus n cik imah naik bas kat changlun,,,depa nak p shah alam umah akaknya ferus...sblum tu p makan kat kedai siam, sedap jugak,,,makan bihun sup ala siam gtuhh...esok pagi, rumetku anis nak balik...alahai aku dtinggalkan sorang2 lagik...uching, kwnku(peneman di waktu cuti) pun xdak..dia balik umah mgu lepas..n akan mai balik hari jumaat malam nti...herm...apa2 pun, relax akmal ok...>,<

herm,,,td balik trus bukak laptop...tgk berita terkini kat fb....hehe...td pun dh solat isyak,,n skang tulis cket kat blog ni sblum wat cket keja sekolah OTM...otm means operations and techno mgt...manyak metoi lect bg kijo...sbjek2 len pun dah bertimbun...huhu...so, nurul akmal jgn asik berfb ja...cuba ber-buat keja sek sama na....

haa ok la...mood nak wat keja sek dh smpai ni...moh la kt abiskan ayat2 terakhir kat cni...nti kalu rerajin, i update lg eh,...hehee....

tata...assalamualaikum...gud nite...~:P

i dont know...

sumtimes, i dont know what i'm doing...
what i should do...
what i should decide the best...
what the things that i need to conforms with others..
whether it is right or wrong..
but our life is always need us to decide...to think...

sumtimes when I've decide wrong..
i'm going to blame myself...
blame of my disability...
it turns me down...

ouh....life is so difficult to me..
its really hard to change, even to manage myself....
i dont know whether i'm deserve to get the best in my life...
my tears drop..again..and again..

......later,,,i've heard the voice....
voice inside my heart...
.......u can do it, please don't get down,dear..just left urself to God..
..He's the one that most knows everything..
my tears stop...i've spirited back..
i know i shoudn't feel like despair...
its not such a way for me as muslim...

then i took my ablution n start to pray...
pray to fulfill back my lost spirit and pray to return to U...
thank God Ya Allah...
u give me this feel, u give me courage, u give me love n everythin'..
now,,i'm feel that i'm yours...and always yours...
U're always love ur slave...
U never left ur slave alone...

i promise Ya Allah...
whatever things happen to me,,,
i'll return all back to u..,
and if one day i forget what i'm telling now,,,
please remember me Ya Allah.. and please dont left me...
because i'm just a human that always forget,that have nothing,...
nothing..without Ur concern, without Ur help...
Thank God i'm muslim...
Thank God Ya Allah...

now, i know...
my disabilities are the things that i need to change...
change to make it's my ability...
yeah, i need to make a change...
change for goodness,,,
yes, i can change...if Allah will it...=)

~~Thank U ya Allah for always giving me a chance to repair myself..repair to be Ur honest, thankful slave, and a better person....while the song of InsyaAllah and Open ur eyes are like playing in my ear end now...T_T

makanan yg tidak digalakkan makan vs makanan yg perlu dimakan..

assalamualaikum.....
saya ada benda yg nak dikongsikan ttg apa yg saya terbaca tdi...ini berkenaan dengan makanan yg tidak digalakkan kt untuk makan dan makanan yg perlu dimakan....

makanan yg perlu dielakkan:
1- organ dlmn sperti hati, jantung, perut dsb..
2- makanan segera spt coklat, megi mee, twisties, ding dang, burger dsb..
3- minuman bergas
4- jeruk2 kering & basah

digalkkan makan:
1- makan sayur2ran hijau & yg pahit spt peria.
2- makan buah delima masak.
3- makan epal hijau...

sumber nie sy peroleh daripada : http://pakarhowto.com/tag/makanan-yang-tidak-digalakkan-dimakan

~~semoga kt dapt mempraktikkan amalan kehidupan yg baik dan sihat utk diri kt..=)

hari nie cuti di rumah...

assalamualaikum....

hari nie aku bgn awal drp biasa w'pun di umah....w'pun mengantuk, tp aku celikkan juga mata nie..sbb hari nie aku ada banyak keja nak buat...huhu....keja umah,keja sek..uhuh...

skang sudah minggu ke 5 belajar bg aku, pelajar postgrade uum...em....minggu nie banyak kijo yg lect bg...terima kasih byk2....stiap satu sbjek ada keja...kdg2 diri ni susah jugak nak manage nak wat keja tu...n kdg2 motivasi diri tah kemana pegi nya...xtau la mcm mna tu...huhu

kdg2 kan, teringat balik orang kata...senang ja master...benda yg kt dah blaja....tp...bila dh msuk alam 'master' ni..ya Allah, bukan senang rupanya....dalam kelas, discuss case study, byk prsentation, pastu yg lebih mncabar...kt dikelilingi org yg lebih berpengalaman dari kt(yg kosong n blur ja...)huhu...nak bg pendapat pun, mcm xpadan ja dgn org yg dah keja bertaun2...jgn ingt pndpt dlm bm, dlm bi tau....semua kena in english u know...huhu...mau xberterabur spekin enggelis aku??!!hahhaaa....

sem 1 aku skang ni mcm sem 1 di matrik dlu....aku masa matrik dlu, tersangatlah rendah dri..(wpun dah rendah pun..)...bukan apa, kt dikelilingi oleh org yg cerdik pandai berkali2 ganda lagi...terasa sgt yg kt ni mcm 'terbudus' skali dlm kls...huhu....msuk sem 2, alhamdulillah aku dh dpt adapt diri dlm alam tu..

mcm tu la aku rasa skang...huuhu....tp tanya senior master, diorg ckp senang nak score, siap ada kakak2 tu dpt pointer 3.9 ++....hem....aku ni bleh ka dpt mcm tu??dgn amek 5 sbjek plak tu...huhu....

aku tau yg aku xbleh putus asa, patah balik ke alam dlu (alam bekerja)...sbb dh byk duet dlaburkan...so by hook or by crook, aku kena, harus, n wajib bagi aku utk usaha jugak....huhu...

aku harap sgt2 aku dpt adapt apa yg aku blaja skang....takut2 jugak, tp alang2 menyeluk pekasam, biar dpt goreng dlm kuali trus kan...hehee....

doa2kan laa kat aku smoga aku dpt habiskan semester 1 aku ni dgn jayanya, n habiskan program MBA aku ni dlm masa staun ni...amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin.....T_T

coretan pertama 2011...

akhir tahun 2010 diakhiri dgn rasa syukur di atas segala pemberian Yang Maha Esa terhadap diriku....segala pemberian rezeki, pengajaran, nikmat kesihatan dan lain2 lagi amat bermakna bgku utk meneruskan tahun baru 2011,,,,

Alhamdulillah juga, baru2 nie akmal dapat surat tawaran utk melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat master, dlm bidang perniagaan...ada yg support motivation, financial,,,,dan ada juga yg bg support negatif...namun, aku percaya rezeki kali ini adalah petunjuk dan medium utk ku berubah utk lebih baik...alhamdulillah...

akmal akan mulakan pembelajaran baru pada awal bulan mac di uum jga....byk agenda yg telah ku aturkan spy pembelajaran kali ini lebih berkesan utk masa dpn ku....syukur2...krn medium ini mmbuat aku lebih berkobar2 utk berubah, insyaAllah...

awal bulan feb, akmal telah menamatkan khidmat di agensi swasta...untuk akmal berikan masa yg paling komprehensif utk mmbuka buku kembali awal mac nti....walaupun pelbagai krisis yg melanda 'dunia' akmal, akmal redha....mmg adat hidup di dunia....

apa yg akmal harapkan, ketenangan dan kejayaan masa hadapan....insyaAllah....akmal juga mengharapkan rezeki akan datang buat diri dan keluarga,,,,amin....

last but not least, doakan terbaik utk diri, keluarga akmal dan InsyaAllah, balasan baik akan ada buat anda...tq...=)